He takes a deep breathe and
walks trough the classroom door,
Every time we are coming
into the classroom he watch around himself
and watch where I am going
to sit and he sit right beside me.
I don’t mind it at all, I
need to confess I like his company but not it that way..
We are friends so it’s
normal that you sit there, but he look me every time so in de eyes ..
I feel i’m starting to
blush, so I watch away. When I did that I saw he became sad,
it’s not my intention to
hurt him every time he looks into my eyes,
I don’t want to give him
hope or a feeling that I like him the same way, so I’m trying to push him away.
It’s maybe because I feel
something for him or it’s because I like it to have his attention.
The breaks are at school
difficult for me,
I can’t ignore him because
than he maybe thinks that I don’t want to be his friend,
But I can’t watch how he
walks into my direction and start looking at me and starts blushing.
And sit beside me at the
fence and comes every time a little closer to me.
You are coming so close
that you once you hold my hand and I didn’t felt it what was happening.
My friends are seeing
everything and I don’t know what to respond,
They say “he are falling
for me every day more and more” ,
One of my friends tells me
how many times he looks to me and that is a lot of times.
I start to doubt what I
feel.
Today it was the same thing
like the other day,
it was the break and my
friends and I were sitting on the fence
and then he came to and sat
beside me every time closer
but then when he start to
come very close I walked to one of my friends…
like he was trying to hold
my hand but didn’t work, he needs to think of a better idea.
